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How can something so small have such a profound effect on us? At first we would just seem to ignore and think of something else, but the taste and adictness sweet taste can bring is a drug to us, humans. Just beware of how something lovely makes you feel, it may last for a short time, but you think it will last forever. Many things in real life have relevance to it. You can see it, it is going down, the sugar feeling and while you think about the good feelings, the bad feelings again reemerge, you take a doze yet again think on the bright stuff surrounding you, the effect is getting shorter and shorter. How can you say nothing is to me, you are just taking sugar to ease your pain, sugar to envy your past experiences. You cannot understand it and you can see it's true that sugar has more than just a simple meaning. It may just look like a normal thing to us, it may just look as a feeling that we will be getting more than just often, don't you think it is something that can relate to love of someone? For some it is truly a sweet pain, a sweet drug for a short period of time, to others it's just a thing that is of no importance or are just not aware of it. Listen to your soul and think of the feeling that sugary taste brings to you, it may be a bit abstract, the way it's meant to be, it may be a bit peculiar to think about it since it's a thought not often spoken.

But a mind in problems would do it, it is and would dream about good times, the times that brought happiness to its face and the sugary feeling, well if we can even define it like that, would make things even better to some. Sugar can't hurt you, it can only hurt you since it lasts just for a moment of time, but you seek for more, for more, you want pleasure that awaits you, you want more. You cannot get it, and what do you do? You cannot do anything that just wonder and think about the times when the good times were ahead of you. The sad times are upon you, but not to worry, everything will get better once more and as such, you can cry as much as you want about the lost sweetness, nothing will change. You can continue to wonder and think, nothing will change, you will just prolong you suffering. Only new experiences can make you feel another taste of sugar in your blood, the taste of new experiences and finding sense in your life. Yes, that's sugar. A drug, a drug that makes you enjoy suffering, a drug that likes to think it will last forever, the good feeling that awaits your mind. It's just a storm before the calm and the thoughts you are working on will just be forgotten. No one is going to save you, you can only simply do that yourself by easing off the pain, think about the good times and the sugar will come. Everything has its limits, everything has its good things and bad things, but the truth is, no one knows how to control them. Are the limits set in our mind, are the limits predetermined by others? Sugar sure does not have an answer to it. Sugar can only set and show boundries.

This is the deep dying thought. Can't seem to control it the way I would like to, but sugar makes things a bit easier. Sugar is a word of enjoyment, a word of pain, a word of abstract meaning. We have no real meaning of the word, we can only think of it as a sweet pleasure to some, others get other definitions. But the simple fact is, sugar is more than just a material thing. It's a mind fuck for brain. It's a feeling that can give you an insight how good times are shortly lived and that we do not respect them. Even if we know it, we do the same old mistake time and time again. Why would you regard sugar as a word to which you would dedicate a whole page of thoughts? Well, it has so much undercover meaning of which we aren't aware of, you can more or less find sense in every thing that we regard as normal. I regard the normal things just a source of inspiration, a source of divine thoughts, a source of sweet pleasure - the thing that sugar represents.

Sugar may be a normal thingy for you, but to some it's more than just that. Look at it from another perspective, short-lasting, can give you an insight on how good things last just a fraction of a moment and we just let it pass by. It can refer to real life as well, to some it can be love, to others it can be close ties, to some it can be solely the summer vacations. You cannot define it completely, but it is a word that you can use everywhere if you know exactly what it means. It's a sweet pain that lasts for a short time, you enjoy it and then want more of it.

Title by mappina.

Best regards,
Ice Killa aka Howly