Freedom

Day 1,535, 16:38 Published in Slovenia Slovenia by Ice Killa

Can you feel it, can you taste it, can you see it? It's a question to which no one has an answer to, but I do like the feeling that we make the definition of freedom in our own minds and thoughts that reflect them, reflect our absolute thinking of freedom. And when we are thinking about it, yes, you can feel freedom, you can taste it and see it, it's all around us, maybe the definition that you like to think of isn't, but the general thinking is and we are just not aware of it. It may just be a word, but it still has a meaning that everyone can understand and can make changes just by hearing the word. It does look quite funny when you think about it. People often say how they love freedom, but do they even know what exactly it means? I sure do not, I never experienced it to its full potential, I never really decided to explore it or search for its final meaning. Freedom from what or from who? Yet again something that I'm not sure neither are you. You can hold on to some things, that may be freedom, but in other sentence it's not. Freedom to share things, freedom to think of things. Weird thought indeed. The thought of a topic that all of us rarely think about is just unusual. I might seek the true meaning of the word that I'm debating about in my own head, but I cannot find it, I simply cannot. Maybe it's all the colors being mixed together while we listen to the song, maybe it's the feeling of diviness when we are influenced by drugs that make us happy, maybe it's all other things that we simply aren't aware of.

Just think about it, hold onto it and think about it. I cannot describe the meaning to you since I do not know it, but you can think about it. That's freedom, isn't it? It has more meaning and like I said, we do not know all of them and that is freedom again. Absolute freedom may not exist in reality, but it does exist in our mind that is real to us. The beats in my head, the thoughts, yes, that's freedom to me as well. Freedom in fact has no meaning, it cannot be defined and simply by saying it, you are expressing your own voice and thoughts. I am in no way speaking pointless things, just simply sit down, relax, enjoy it and make sure no one is around you to think you are crazy while thinking about it. Shame I can be regarded as one of the rare people that like to think about the ordinary things of life and I often get misunderstood, but that's no big deal, in fact it makes me free for being myself and free from the influences of other people that do need to recognize what free thinking is. If you can see it, I went from writing freedom to free, it can be regarded, at least from my point of view, as a same old word.

Brilliance in our minds, brilliance in our views and populism of the word. We don't explain the word to ourselves in the right meaning, although we should, but we don't. I can't judge you and say why, I can only say that's it's up to you to find why that is the case. We are going down, but that's still freedom, it's our way of thinking about good things that will happen to you nevertheless.

You were the one I tried to draw, you were the one I tried to talk to, that was freedom in a negative way. You can't see it through, I can't, but I'm still present here and my dear, am still slow dancing in a burning room.

Freedom is something that makes us all special, it gives us feelings, it makes us change things, it makes us see things that we usually wouldn't and we actually wonder why. We cry about simple facts that we most often just ignore. Continue to slow dance in a burning room and express your feelings about it. Freedom is something no one will ever understand except your own mind. Think about it.

Best regards,
Ice Killa aka Howly