It's been a long time coming....
![South Africa](http://www.erepublik.net/images/flags_png/S/South-Africa.png)
SamGibz
I hope you will all read this. I just want to say it has been a pleasure working here in eSouth Africa. I have made many friends that I wish I could maintain links with. I remember my first time here and I never thought I would be here so long! I will not lie by saying I won’t miss being part of this troubled country. It will be a shock to the system to not just turn on my laptop and log on our forum or open up our IRC channel since I am now band.
It was sad removing some of our history, but many of you called for this and so I wanted to make sure you knew what you wanted. I want the best for this country, and it seems that what I was brought up fighting in the eLife for, Democracy, Unity, Fairness, is not what is wanted currently. There are players wanting a different methodology. I wish them well as I hope they succeed and make this country a power house. The reality however is it won’t. This country has had too many fights. Too many conflicting interests.
I have sat in nearly every seat of Government, there is little I have not done. Yet people seem to think I am biased towards one thing or another. Have you not learnt anything about me? It seems not. I am sad about this. I really am not a traitor. I am true to my word. I keep my promise.
I don’t think there is anything I can do here anymore. My time has come to depart these shores. I will leave soon. It is clear to me that I am not wanted here for some reason I don’t understand. These past through days I seem always on the end of the knife no matter how much I run from it.
I came here to play a game I loved an enjoyed in a country where people were happy together. There was a great laugh, a hive of activity, a strong sense of pride in what we are achieving. I don’t see this anymore. I don’t know who support me and who does not, and as the saying goes, “When you don’t know your friends from your enemies, it is time to leave”. This country is not what it used to be.
I don’t want to leave here a “traitor” and so I will try heal some deep wounds.
God Bless eSouth Africa and all those that call her home. I will miss you all and her greatly. The place that has been part of my life for a year. The place I could escape from the troubles or real life. Where I could be me.
Good Bye eSouth Africa. Good Bye all those within.
Comments
Sad. I hope few will depart.
Sad to yas go Sam, be seeing you around the eWorld I guess, fighting side by side hopefully.
Sad indeed, Sam. I wish I could convince you to stay. See you on the COG forum!
Welcome to the "Whenwes club" 😉 Now you can say - "When we were in eSA, grass was greener, trees higher, relationship easier.
You have too much support in eSouth Africa. no vote
Unless I get access back to IRC and forums there is nothing I can do I am affraid. And this does not look to be happening! 🙂
Well you did start deleting stuff in the National Assembly and you came in once on IRC by ban evading and being obnoxious. Sorry Sam, but these are not things you do to try to make amends or reinforce your loyalty to eSA.
@Seisan: I did a bad thing. I will appear once for on IRC #eSouth Africa tomorrow. I don't know what I will do but they will not be bad things. They will be polite. I don't expect to be in eSouth African good books ever again. There is nothing I can do to proove my loyalty if the past year in eSouth Africa working only for her is not enough. If after all this time I am not trusted, I never will be. It is a sad but true reality.
Sam to doubt your loyalty to eSA because of one(but big) stupid mistake you did in anger would be almost as stupid, however your actions have result certain amount of loss of faith(which I hope you can understand) & the road to rebuilding will be a long & hard one most likely. I hope it can be rebuilt though & that you can return back to eSA.
🙁
I don't understand why everyone have this urge to leave for good when things get a bit fucked. You can always take a leave of everything, resign from your positions, ignore the forum irc and stuff for a while and simply come back when haters have blown off all their steam.
It's easy to rush to drastic decisions in the heat of a fight, but it's always better to chill and give it a rest, than see where you are after some time with a cool head.
i have no idea what is going on but sam don't leave me!!! : p
he's not going anywhere.
Everything is solved 🙂
You're not going anywhere SamGibz!
Evol, not sure what you did, said, or promised, but thank you.
I didn't do anything really. Fhaemita and Sam seem to defused the issue.
I'm just trying to order him no to go away ;-P
We are stayimg and Huns will prevail ; )
Sam is staying and huns will fail 😉
It's okay, Sam. We all make mistakes. Just look at me!